All I Want For Christmas...

Alright so I've already had a few people ask what I want for Christmas. After some thinking, I'm pretty sure I know what I want, therefore have compiled a list of sorts.

• To go home for Christmas
  
• To get letters/care packages and cards from home
• Gift cards to Chapters
• Gift cards to anywhere really
• That everyone else has a good Christmas

Well, that's about it for now. I mean I really don't know what else I want, I've got just about everything I need... well aside from ya know furniture for my room but I'm not putting that on the list... I don't think Santa could fit that all in his bag. Anyways that's all for now.

Diamonds Really Are A Girl's Best Friend

So, I went out to dinner with my roommate Friday night, figured why not, it's Friday, I got paid. After a nice dinner at the buffet up the street from my work, then went to the mall to do some chilling. The first store we went to was People's Jewellers. Now, I'm not one for jewelry, but it's always nice to browse and drool over vastly expensive stuff. Now, I've been meaning to buy something with a ruby in it for a while, considering it is my birthstone. Sadly, most ruby jewelry is set in yellow gold and I look horrible with yellow gold. I was resigning myself to getting something in yellow gold with a ruby when I spotted the perfect ring. The ring, with four rubies and quite a few diamonds. I tried it on and fell in love with it. Needless to say, after a bit of thinking, I bought it! This ring, originally 400$ was on sale for 300$. This would be the most I've spent on myself at any given time, and you know what? I'm worth it! It makes me happy, it's shiny and pretty. Talk about theraputic shopping. The lady and my roommate didn't let me leave until I bought the lifetime warranty to it too, but that was worth it too, it covers damages, loss of stones, anything like that. So I'm now waiting for it to come back because it's off to get sized. More photos to come, but here are a few. The first one I snapped before it was put away for sizing, and the second one is from their flyer.

Stupid Men with Their Stupid Penises....

Alright, so I've been chasing after this guy for what seems like forever... (let's say going on five years....) Every time we seem to have a shot, it goes south. Well, recently, we tried to pick things up again. (Much to friends chagrin) Everything was looking great, we were talking about moving in, that sort of thing. The only snag was he wasn't willing to move. Then one day, *poof* he turns around and tells me that he applied for a transfer with his job so he could be closer to me. I was shocked, thrilled, excited, dumbstruck. After many weeks of waiting, we finally got the news, the transfer was denied, and they were trying to transfer him somewhere else. I pleaded for him to quit his job and move out here. But he kept saying he couldn't, he was making too much money with the job he had. I asked him to take time off to come see me, but again, he couldn't get the time off. So, I've had it. I'm sick and tired of being second to his job. Yes I understand money is necessary, but still. I'm supposed to be special to him, but he can't get time off? I'm sorry, but I'm worth taking a few days off. I'm worth fighting for that time off. He apparently doesn't seem to think so, so out the door you go. I'm tired of being second place, I'm tired of always taking the back burner. If I meant that much to you, you'd tell them where to stuff it. News flash idiot: I AM WORTH IT! I AM WORTH ALL THAT AND MORE!!! So if you won't fight for me, then I'm finding someone who can.